Jun
26
2009

I don’t want to blog

I don’t want to get up today. I don’t want to leave my bed. I don’t want to open my eyes today. I don’t want to do anything today. I don’t even want to blog!

I’m feeling all down and moody. My appetite has been bad since the day before. Darling commented that I am ‘hollow’. He said I am like a walking zombie; doing things like a robot without ‘feelings’. I listen but didn’t ‘hear’ anything. I look, but didn’t ‘see’ anything.

Sigh, it must be one of those days. I’m sure ALL of you have felt this way at least ONCE in a while, right? I was like this the first few months after delivering Ethan. But gradually, with Darling’s constant support, I began to feel better. Somehow, every once in a blue moon, this kind of ‘depressed‘ feeling overwhelms me. I know I’ll feel better again. I blame it on the hormones, what else can I blame it on?

Even though I don’t want to do anything today, life has to go on. I still have to get out of bed, still have to open my eyes, still have to cook and all… because, I am ALIVE and I have a role to play. I am a mother and my Ethan is looking at me, waiting for me to do something….

Cheer up, Merryn! Ok, I’ll go look at the mirror now and force a smile! Have a great weekend, everybody!

P/S: I love my life and I am ever so thankful to have Darling by my side through my ups and downs. Now, if only I can manage a smile… sigh..

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