Jun
26
2009
26
2009
I don’t want to blog
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I don’t want to get up today. I don’t want to leave my bed. I don’t want to open my eyes today. I don’t want to do anything today. I don’t even want to blog!
I’m feeling all down and moody. My appetite has been bad since the day before. Darling commented that I am ‘hollow’. He said I am like a walking zombie; doing things like a robot without ‘feelings’. I listen but didn’t ‘hear’ anything. I look, but didn’t ‘see’ anything.
Sigh, it must be one of those days. I’m sure ALL of you have felt this way at least ONCE in a while, right? I was like this the first few months after delivering Ethan. But gradually, with Darling’s constant support, I began to feel better. Somehow, every once in a blue moon, this kind of ‘depressed‘ feeling overwhelms me. I know I’ll feel better again. I blame it on the hormones, what else can I blame it on?
Even though I don’t want to do anything today, life has to go on. I still have to get out of bed, still have to open my eyes, still have to cook and all… because, I am ALIVE and I have a role to play. I am a mother and my Ethan is looking at me, waiting for me to do something….
Cheer up, Merryn! Ok, I’ll go look at the mirror now and force a smile! Have a great weekend, everybody!
P/S: I love my life and I am ever so thankful to have Darling by my side through my ups and downs. Now, if only I can manage a smile… sigh..
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Home is where MY heart is.
I am a mother to Ethan boy, a wife to Darling William. I'm a stay at home mum who blogs to break the monotony of life and to avoid feeling jaded. Would love to get to know all the Super Mommies and Daddies and Babies or Singles out there with the hope that we can learn more from each other. Most of all, I am a happy person, and I hope YOU are too.
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